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A new day, a new chance to make something substantial

5 Jun

In the last two days I’d been writing about motivational stuff concerning me and my current works. And you know what? I logged off from social networks again yesterday. Not so big deal, but I even couldn’t catch up what I did that in shortest period of time even didn’t thinking about it. Automatically, I just sent a message to one of my internet folks ‘The last three on the island’. Actually, it was my last session at least in this week and may be more. I do not want to say exactly that I logged off from the universe and don’t want come back anymore, but anyway that was I need to take step action in the last three days.

As you know I created an account on Medium. These guys turn on a possibility to write our own stuff in view of posts finally. And I posted one stuff so far. Here’s the link. In this month I will do my best to keep learn my languages and to promulgate (as a usual) about my days and thoughts, what I’m doing, why I’m doing this etc. etc. and trying to learn exams’ ticket before the exams itself even in four or five days earlier than event coming evening. If you’re understood what I wanted to jabber. Okay, and I ended up with conclusion that my ‘annoying’ voice that why I cannot do that question wasn’t coincidentally. I think that I give up my ‘hard-earn’ minutes and my current hours are so easy to live on. Actually. I cancelled all my programming and language courses by the reason of final tests and exams at the university.

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Okay, a little bit about posted notes on Blogger and why I was so touchable and naive in my thinking? The answer to this question is: I was totally drunk. Yeah, and as you know again: Talk is cheap, silence is expensive. But I had to post them even on my blogs. So and so. I started to follow each re-blogged my following users reblogs on Tumblr. Again, I do not know why, but I think it’s all about marketing techniques by feedbacks and likes when users with ‘low high’ followers will come back to check your account and if so to follow you and start to reat what are you sharing and posting. Let’s be honest, why we are doing it actually? Of course not only to look at nice looking photograped by professional models, of course not&

So today I’ve plans to figure out why my cartridge printing on A4 with not equal lines of black-and-white. I’m getting to be nervous by seeing at them after printed papers of my pdf’s books on computer. Yeah, it’s very and very annoying to see ‘shit’ looking learn stuff.

Is this the future for sharing with the books collobaritevely by paying for one copy just one time?

28 May
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Cover via Amazon

Is this the future for sharing with the books collobaratively by paying for one copy for one time? It’s sounds utopian, it is. Just imagine this scenario of our future for paying to read a book one time by one person. And there would be one place where this person will have a platform to sharing with this one copy anonymously or publicly as a author of.

I’ve been thinking about it for a long time. Three days ago I released a concept page of that was barely an idea a couple month ago – I think it’s fair to say that this time come true and I didn’t quite know how reaction would be. But it was. Not so impressive I would have to say. The project is in lite version, and even I didn’t uploaded a collected files to share but I just wanted to know the reaction of my friends what they will say about the idea and how impressively they will support to share with their copies of books. I failed.

In case you missed it, the is alive for posting by everyone., is my idealistic and fictional concept for a everyone who can read. It has one purpose, and only one purpose: enabling ‘shares’ with ‘if you want to read this book you have to pay in cash’ for free for the masses by the person why had paid in cash.

To do it quickly, easily, beautifully and efficiently. The is about breaking down the same barriers that Amazon originally did for selling e-books. The main aim of the same but with one little difference: share, if you paid your cash to buy a book in, share with your copy of ‘knowledge’ with everyone all over the world for free. It’s a cornerstore value and in what I believe personally.

All the knowledge we have today, all the progress we’ve made, are based on this simple fact – we copy. A spirit of free access to information and knowledge and today book burnings are done digitally, by blocking or closing down internet services that has non-profit believes that e-book have to be paid one time and the future of copy is let it fly for free by everyone who hasn’t enough money in order to take these flows of information to improve our world to more better place for sharing with worth to reading ideas for free.


Albert, Yakutsk, RoS(Y), 2013

So I figured I’d try to remedy that.

28 Apr

Time is with lots of suprices, priceless, to say needlessly is countless (I hope so), and again no suprices here. But I’m feeling that my current place isn’t suitable to stable healthy I mean in soul. In the ‘current place’ I used this words in the sense of ‘among other’ people. Even in my country isn’t good to have long-hairs and others interests excepting football and walking around streets. In my village I’m sitting all the time at home with computer or book and it seems like that I’m totally alien unknown person that came like a guest in the place where he was born actually, where had been learning in the elementary school, and where I had had attend other before-school places, that’s true. I couldn’t do anything against it to suffer from it, I can’t and I know I won’t, so what to do? I think about it. So far I cannot find a good solution to this question, or I have my own actions to  cut my hairs, to start playing football and be like other gyus, but this is solution for loosers, therefore precisely this solution not for me at all.

So I figured I’d try to remedy that. Before that I didn’t even know the defitions of this word: ‘remedy’. For now I know, and it’s good. Surely there have been times when you’ve been sad. Perhaps a loved one has abandoned you or a plan has gone horribly awry. Your face falls. Perhaps you cry. You feel worthless. You wonder whether it’s worth going on. Everything you think about seems bleak — the things you’ve done, the things you hope to do, the people around you. You want to lie in bed and keep the lights off. Depressed mood is like that, only it doesn’t come for any reason and it doesn’t go for any either. Go outside and get some fresh air or cuddle with a loved one and you don’t feel any better, only more upset at being unable to feel the joy that everyone else seems to feel.

You feel as if streaks of pain are running through your head, you thrash your body, you search for some escape but find none. In order to find ‘quit’ you’re starting making new meetings, talkings, walking, but it really doesn’t help because the problem, the existence of problem there is within you, and only you ‘can change it’ to positive side, I could’t find answer to this question, where? Because answers can’t make sense, answers just the answers, the more better to find ‘hope’, hope to continue what do you love do and so on.



음악피아노 – ㅡmusicpiano

28 Apr

I’m sitting in front of ‘spring came here’ window, in front of my laptop, in front of other buildings, in front of myself, in front of my bizarre feelings. For those 7 days I was training my learning languages diligently and carefully, day by day, and where are the substansial results? My body burning me out, I’m stinking out. Might be I’m exaggerating here that I have lots of soul and body illnesses, not likely, more scare thing is that I’m loosing my concentrating on important aspects of my life. What did happened today? 따라하세요? Wie ergeht es dir? Is that all? So sick! My morning’s two simplest examples do asking someone about his/her life just to draw an image that I’m interested in. So why? So what? What for?

For instance, yesterday I skipped my meditation 30-minutes session, and deep-learning of MySql, and lots of time I was reading Chinese books had written in English language, lots of words in Korean, and lots of examples with translating in the Deutsch, and where the results? (And I know clearly all that aren’t enough at all, at all). Do you mean instant, fastests, quickest ‘have done’ properly and with obviosly knowledge to use them in practice, in life? So sick! That’s sick! I was playing guitar, and even had record a video and uploaded to my youtube channel, I would say that is ‘good start, keep it up, never settle down, and what?’ That’s all. The results are making me boring, because I don’t like ‘my have done’, at some point I hate those silly, stupid, moron results, and I would add, ‘add more hours, more training minutes, more productivity, more passion, more simplisity, and let it down for a moment, and again over again, on and on, that? Indeed?

What difference does it make what I learn four languages simultaneously? It’s big challenge, and I know, to start to learn anything is the simplest action we’ve ever always been know, the point is to finish, it’s marathon, and the point is to be fluent in every aspect, puncuation therefore writing, sounds patterns therefore talking, meanings of the words therefore reading, and you know what? When you’re stinking out to learning by heart such a casual words like, ‘delicious’, ‘house’, ‘time’, to have, to go and so on and so forth, it really hurts, because other 60 million and even billion of people know that better than you, it’s clear and again the point is to make such a hard learning hours are to say something for all of them by ‘fluent’ language. That’s my point of view. I’m getting to loose as I think my ability to write in English language, I’m thinking that if I start to learn other language, in the first time all my concentrating will be in basic aspects and that’s why I have chance to stop increase my education on the English, because almost  all the time my attention will paid to ‘just for converstation aspects’ of learning language, for instance, Korean: 법학  – law; 음악 – music, and does make any sense to add more words to my current English? No! Even don’t think about it at all. I’m loosing or had stopped my English language. So how about Chinese? Der Apfel – > I need a hours of hours to remember the word Der Apfel in Chinese language.

There are lots of aspects for ‘arrays’ in PHP,  a bunch of them, and you need to remember all of them to manipulate in future projects and be real professional. You can just install ‘framework’, or ‘CMS’ but you won’t know all deep courners and it means just be ‘user’, not ‘maker’. In order to be ‘maker’ you have to invest all of your time, without any holidays, any days for resting, you ‘have to’ in work all the time, because of ‘life’ is your best work, and you’re doing your best work you’ve ever did and will. That’s make sense, and you’re thinking all the time about what to do in the next day, and 18 hours is good enough to stay in tune in be productive. I started to read books that I’ve ever hadn’t been reading at all, I’m becoming really organized, and productive, all these hard sessions is getting to be my own established schools and universities for me for now, and I feel happines in front of sickness. It’s sick trying don’t break the chain, items that marked on the table had hanged in the wall. But my current English is so bad.

And Aaron is really helping me stay in this level of learning process, and he said the next brilliant words in the perspective:

“do think of seem to have something else in common. They don’t just love thinking, they love language. They love its tricks and intricacies, its games, the way it gets written down, the books it gets written into, the libraries those books are in, and the typography those books use.” Here.

His work and life are my inspiration to keep all these stuff on, and may be once upon a time to look myself in front of mirror, and I’ll say to myself: ‘Good, danke der Mann for 괜찮다~!’

古文 (ancient written language)

23 Apr

“子曰:「不患人之不己知,患不知人也。” “The Master said, “I will not be afflicted at men’s not knowing me; I will be afflicted that I do not know men.”

The most fun thing is that I want to be that guy, handsome, smart and with good sense of humour guy, I’ve been working on it since the beginning of my student life. What does it mean working on it? I mean I wasn’t working on it especially, but I had desire to be that good, and I guess all of our desires are kind of ‘working on it’. Okay, let’s skip this.

I’m reading a book of Kevin Ready – Startup. He’s really ready as I guessed by his the last name. The book you’ll find here. And I’d like to show here a few diagrams from the book. For instance:

table from the book of Kevin Ready

There’re a lot of mistakes even on my Russian version of blog. So what I could say about this one? Was I programming yet for today? Nope. I’m learning Chinese language so far and reading in the English language about Korean language. So let’s talk about the book that I’m reading and please pay your’s attention to these passages:

I read a great book on starting on your own business. It’s the most important book on the subject you could ever read – and it had only two words on it. Those two words were: “Nobody cares”.

Obviously, he’s right, and do you know why? Nobody cares that you’re learning all the time the English language to increase the sensible understanding of language, or “nobody cares” that you read one book in six times or even re-written the passages in order to better understand writing techniques of writesr, nobody cares, and this is the most valuable thing that all these things you are making for yourself, and you have to be care about those things, and nobody won’t be care in good sense of the phrase, because all of these action you’re doing for yourself, not for somebody. That’s great advice with either of good nor bad sense of passage.

Your business is not a noun. It is a verb. It is a “happening” and a “doing”. It is nothing  less than the sum total of the actions and thoughts of every employee and customer. It is the result-in-motion of all of the things that the people who participate in your business each and every day.

Excellent, a couple month ago I created the site that failed in early times by wrong-marketing steps that I had been to promote via my facebook’s account and the result but I’d learned a lot about it, social networking advertisement, it was huge exprerience I would have to say actually, I’d made some decisions for promoting and popularizing all things altogether to achieve all aims in the early days. But I failed because of I hadn’t team to work collaboratively, and this is important to gather some people to work on project.

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And how to spend your time as an enterprenuer

From perspective

17 Apr

This post isn’t written by me, but I found these words quite familiar with my thoughts how I see the world and how I see my days. So I copied the next from here, and more you’ll find here.


Wake up early. Show up. Learn how to think. Be genuine, but appear nice. Use envy for motivation instead of destruction. Do what you say you’re going to do. Ensure balance in every area of your life. Confront repressed thoughts immediately. Surround yourself with people who are better than you (but remember the thing about envy). Work out every day. Be good at what you do. Make money doing what you love. Have good friends. Never settle.

This is my personal recipe for happiness and success.

That’s exactly the same that I’m saying to myself all the time from the beginning of my day to the time to go to sleep, in places and situations like a in front of mirror, or just walking, talking with somebody, sitting in the lectures, and even in my dreams. Do. Be modest and productive, pay not money but your attention and it will pay you, do with passion or not at all, no drama, simplify, impute, engage face-to-face, take responsibility end-to-end, love and be loved.