A new day, a new chance to make something substantial

In the last two days I’d been writing about motivational stuff concerning me and my current works. And you know what? I logged off from social networks again yesterday. Not so big deal, but I even couldn’t catch up what I did that in shortest period of time even didn’t thinking about it. Automatically, I just sent a message to one of my internet folks ‘The last three on the island’. Actually, it was my last session at least in this week and may be more. I do not want to say exactly that I logged off from the universe and don’t want come back anymore, but anyway that was I need to take step action in the last three days.

As you know I created an account on Medium. These guys turn on a possibility to write our own stuff in view of posts finally. And I posted one stuff so far. Here’s the link. In this month I will do my best to keep learn my languages and to promulgate (as a usual) about my days and thoughts, what I’m doing, why I’m doing this etc. etc. and trying to learn exams’ ticket before the exams itself even in four or five days earlier than event coming evening. If you’re understood what I wanted to jabber. Okay, and I ended up with conclusion that my ‘annoying’ voice that why I cannot do that question wasn’t coincidentally. I think that I give up my ‘hard-earn’ minutes and my current hours are so easy to live on. Actually. I cancelled all my programming and language courses by the reason of final tests and exams at the university.

Image via CrunchBase

Okay, a little bit about posted notes on Blogger and why I was so touchable and naive in my thinking? The answer to this question is: I was totally drunk. Yeah, and as you know again: Talk is cheap, silence is expensive. But I had to post them even on my blogs. So and so. I started to follow each re-blogged my following users reblogs on Tumblr. Again, I do not know why, but I think it’s all about marketing techniques by feedbacks and likes when users with ‘low high’ followers will come back to check your account and if so to follow you and start to reat what are you sharing and posting. Let’s be honest, why we are doing it actually? Of course not only to look at nice looking photograped by professional models, of course not&

So today I’ve plans to figure out why my cartridge printing on A4 with not equal lines of black-and-white. I’m getting to be nervous by seeing at them after printed papers of my pdf’s books on computer. Yeah, it’s very and very annoying to see ‘shit’ looking learn stuff.

It’s bad idea in order to make any sense

Bad idea, so bad idea, so bad.

WARNING! ATTENTION! IN THE NEXT PASSAGES YOU’LL FIND LOTS OF COLOURFUL GRAMMATICAL MISTAKES AND LOTS OF ‘haha, look at this’ TYPOS, SO BE CARE.

It is possible to be pragmatic about language (ie, its just a means to express ideas; so I’ll just focus on the ideas and not spend my finite energy on the vague intracicies of the language) and still be an intellectual? Let’s compare, it’s a bad analogue to compare myself with anybody/somebody, all people are experts in own fields, but with in the sense I’m using the ‘compare’ I mean try to figure out the situation, where are excuses but my own experience telling me ‘stop’ doing ‘needless to be done talkings and walkings, and I have no idea what to do with that, turn off again social interactions? In this case I like don’t think so 🙂 So how is it goin’ for you?

I know one guy, he’s living in the countryside, he’s very popular among other folks and girls, he has a car, and comparing with me, of course, he’s more succeed because we was born in the same year, but he don’t know any words in any foreign languages, I didn’t see him with books, I mean reading something or talking about literature, he don’t know almost everything about the internet at whole, he haven’t writing stuff in any blogging platforms, just one account on social networking, and one thing he has a shop (goods) and he kind of ‘in cash’ all the time. And I guess he has hundreds of friends (like him), friends on the social networking site. He don’t know anything about music like me, about editors of main news-gathering organizations, and so on and so forth, but in the other hand he more popular than me, and no questions here. So I was thinking, you know, I’m kind of ‘blogger’, ‘language learners’, ‘videoblogger’, ‘writer at some point’, ‘nerd-booking man’, ‘at some point programmer’, ‘at some point enterpreuner’, and I haven’t popular among girls, I haven’t lots of friends on social networking, no saying here in life compare again with hem, and of course I haven’t yet a car, haha? So what’s the difference I started to think about it deeply, what the hell is going on in this case?

And I came to conclusion that may be I’m not so popular or succeed at the current time, but I have time and I’m working on my future, so the future will come back, and I’m training to myself to be an expert in the fields where competition is so high than just selling the good in the village, and may be it doesn’t matter to drive to and fro with the (may be drivin sort of cool Japan car in the current time) in order just to give for money a food for others, I have chance to impact in our world, and I said to myself, may be that’s tricky and very risky to be in my position than in the position of my acquiantance, but he stopped his self-learning but me continuing, and that is the best thing because I don’t want to be popular among a bunch of girls, have a sex with each of them and talking about it with other folks, and driving a car without any ‘in the level of world’ sense, I just want to meet one girl, what about car? It’s ridicilous to saying that ‘car is more important than to be an world class expert, the cool is to have own airplane, and I said to myself shame on you, that you started even thinking about that stuff, skip it, be smart.

Drinking more and more coffee to trying keep yourself in good mood, and whatever, your heart beating you, you’re seeing around yourself lots of books that they sort of gibbering on you ‘you are wasted your time to reading us, because more important is to write good one.

All this data

“There are significantly more people who have almost no Facebook friends”

So my current “night’s” readings are:

• http://www.nytimes.com/2013/04/26/business/media/new-great-gatsby-book-carries-a-hollywood-look.html?hp
• http://bits.blogs.nytimes.com/2013/04/25/looking-at-facebooks-friend-and-relationship-status-through-big-data/?hpw
• http://blog.stephenwolfram.com/2013/04/data-science-of-the-facebook-world/

I just wanted to copy-n-paste ‘genuine’ piece of text from here. The text from the user ‘woodennest’ on tumblr.com.

“And I could talk about her forever because she really is just that wonderful. She’s one of the kindest, most genuine people I’ve ever known and she’s constantly teaching me to be better in ways that I’m sure she doesn’t even recognize. I’m so thankful God decided to give me one of my life’s greatest blessings through my precious Payton. I love you to the moon and back and then back again, little lady. ” + Plus there is a cute photo with two little ladies 🙂

Or this:

“A number of teenagers tend to muddy the statistics slightly by tagging themselves as “married” at a very young age. This is often a result of a strange Facebook hack that teenagers use to note that they are best friends with someone.” From nytimes.com

No dount we have lots of general social patterns, systematic data, all sort of phenomena, what’s life ? I do not know yet exact answer. Love? Work? Laugh? 3in1? Who cares? Life (I guess) is ‘who cares?’ Are there people that cares about you instantly? If answer is ‘yes’, okay, that’s life. Of course it is ‘depressingly steretypical’ to say that, and because of I do not know yet what to add to my last statement. Good intellectual night to everyone 🙂